I am 20 weeks today and half way there!!! Honestly, my goal is 36 weeks but I would be very happy with at least 34 weeks. I really hope we can get there. For the most part if I stay on the couch and rest I don't have too many contractions and the pain is mostly gone, but that doesn't always seem to be the case. I thought the contractions and pain were mostly activity induced but now I am wondering and it is really worrying me. At least they are significantly less when I do rest.
I have been having bad dreams about having her early. I even see her intubated and her eyes taped shut, it really scares me. I am really trying to be positive about all this, but I do have a back up plan in case she does come before 34 weeks. Maybe all my projects will keep my mind off it I picked up a few to work on. We have our next appointment in just over a week. We get to have the "real" ultrasound. I am anxious to see her again and to see if any of my measurements have changed. Also, we will be meeting with the doc I really like. Hopefully, he will be more encouraging about things or at least less scary!!
I have been having bad dreams about having her early. I even see her intubated and her eyes taped shut, it really scares me. I am really trying to be positive about all this, but I do have a back up plan in case she does come before 34 weeks. Maybe all my projects will keep my mind off it I picked up a few to work on. We have our next appointment in just over a week. We get to have the "real" ultrasound. I am anxious to see her again and to see if any of my measurements have changed. Also, we will be meeting with the doc I really like. Hopefully, he will be more encouraging about things or at least less scary!!
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Thinking of you- You are a tough gal and I know that you will make it through this!
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